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Live at the Bur Oak

by M. Shays

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1.
Fog 02:45
See it ...And all the tiredness that you’re feeling Fear it I wanna get jacked on all your magic potions and fortunes I wanna get lost in ancient temples and gardens Get drunk on all your secret love in the darkness Wanna get high on you, so baby won’t you come on But when you see the arch you know it doesn’t matter Know you have more than anyone could ever give you Love, you see in my head you call me back after I’ve fled the gate again Love, you see in my head you call me back after I’ve fled the gate again Love, you see in my head you call me back after I’ve fled the gate again Love, you see in my head Love, you see in my head Love, you see in my head you call me back after I’ve fled the gate again This is your warning call
2.
Handle 05:02
you never really had a handle on me it’s all you ever had you give and take from me it’s all you ever had a handle on me on did you know Every day, all degrees, heavy snow is falling through the leaves And I’ve never seen it melt away so easily, easily As I stand at the back of the room while I wonder How did I let you do this to me You never really had a handle on me It’s all you ever had You give and you lied to me You never really had a handle on me Did you know When you come and then you go Don’t let the blue light go out in your eye 'Cuz I still see the good in you, good in you Even if I, I can’t see it me You never really had a handle on me It’s all you ever had When you give and you lie to me You never really had Handle on me Handle on me Handle on me Handle on me
3.
You got a text that he wrote at 5 am When he was drunk and spitting shade We left town without him with a suitcase full of my sad songs To get rich on Well that didn’t happen It would have been nice But I couldn’t live a lie again And the hard part is The memory keeps speaking And it’s the same damn thing That’s keeping me from leaving And I know you’re out there Working while I’m dreaming And it’s the same damn thing That’s keeping me from living So we came back home With nothing more Than an empty bank account And these thoughts in my head I’ll never get it right And I won’t amount to anything at all And the hard part is the memory keeps speaking And it’s the damn same thing That’s keeping me from leaving (your sorry ass) And I know you’re out there Working while I’m dreaming And it’s the same damn thing That’s keeping me from living Can’t keep living here on my own Won’t keep living here on my own I’ll just keep writing these same damn songs I’ll just keep writing these same damn songs I’ll just keep writing them I’ll just keep writing these same old songs These same damn songs And the hard part is The memory keeps speaking And it’s the same damn thing That’s keeping me from living
4.
Hypocrite 06:19
Tripping on ecstasy undone While the whole thing’s falling down Sitting on a front porch talkin easy While you put your life on hold And is that why my face Wears a mask easy to see And is that why my love Hasn’t sailed across that sea Yes I’m from around here Yes I love the night life Yes I drink my tears when I cry No I don’t have a way out No I don’t have a game plan Yes I’m figuring it out as I’m taking it all in Release me from this lair Just another day to pay the rent And another way to forget The space between the prayers and answers When I don’t believe in God And is that why my life is full of hypocrisy And is that why my mind keeps playing these tricks on me Yeah, I called you a hypocrite Yeah, I think you’re a coward yeah, you think I’m a liar No, I’m just a disaster Yes, fucking angry Yeah, I turned the volume Up to a hundred 'til I hit the bottom And as I recall You never called me back Just tell me where to go Cuz I don’t know where to go from here After all this time of waiting for what I want I don’t want, I don’t want it I don’t need you wherever you are I don’t have to, I don’t know you You don’t get to tell me what I want Release me from this lair
5.
Lazy Darlin' 03:50
I’m shimmering, I’m shaking Black heart is breaking Belly’s full, I’m aching Hope that you let it Lazy darlin' Everything around you Surrender Win the world, trade it all for you Lazy darlin' Everything around you If I win the world, I'll trade it all for you Your golden aura Cowers in the water I am in flames What are you afraid of I hoped you'd love me I Hoped that I'd get to Get accustomed to you Sweeter than that hummingbird kiss that haunts me I have to be honest, it’s emptier than air Clear above the flowers Why are you still waiting Why are you still waiting Are you even breathing Are you even breathing Lazy darlin' Everything around you Surrender Why are you still waiting Are you even breathing Why are you still waiting Are you even Are you even Are you even Breathing Why are you still waiting Are you even Are you even breathing
6.
Underwater 04:45
Underwater Just like everybody else Under pressure Just like everybody else I can’t take it to see you put back on a shelf And I can’t help it Just like everybody else I started to be amazed There's so much that’s in my hands Search after truth and guidance Hope there’s enough light left Underwater Just like everybody else Under pressure Just like everybody else And I can’t take it To see you put back on a shelf And I can’t help it Just like everybody else Sing to me now One for the family Two for the friends Three for the centuries without end Three for the centuries never see an end Three for the family never never end Three for the family never ever friend Take it again Underwater Just like everybody else Under pressure Just like everybody else And I can’t take it To see you put back on a shelf And I can’t help it Just like everybody else I'm looking for truth I'm searching for guidance Hoping you pull me through I'm searching for truth I'm looking for guidance Hoping you pull me through I'm searching for truth Looking for guidance Hoping you pull me through I'm searching for truth Looking for guidance Hoping you pull me through Underwater Just like everybody else Under pressure Just like everybody else And I can’t take it To see you put back on a shelf And I can’t help it Just like everybody else
7.
On and On 04:18
Keep me away from the window tonight I’m tired looking for a place to jump Breaking the protocol letting the pieces fall Wrapping my head around you The only thing I knew how to do To make sense of it all Now I go with without you And it’s breaking up my heart I thought that I could do this But I’ve never played this part On and On there we go and start On and On there we go and start Keep me away from the corners of my mind And show me a place to land You used to hold me tight But this battle’s to big to fight No one could ever fit your shoes And I built everything to lose Just to make sense of it all Now I go with without you And it’s breaking up my heart I thought that I could do this But I’ve never played this part On and On there we go and start On and On there we go and start No one ever cared about you like the way that I do That’s what you said and I ate it You are way too perfect for these portraits and these pictures That’s what you said and I ate it Just bring me a glass of water and a fingernail Flashes of yellow, a neon halo And I’m shot down falling to the ground Looking for a place to land Now I go with without you and it’s breaking up my heart I thought that I could do this but I’ve never played this part On and On there we go and start On and On there we go and start On and On and On and On and On On and On and On and On and On and On
8.
9.
I’m waking up with the sun You’ve given me all this time Alone during the day And I feel time marching by Just close your eyes 'til you know it’s over And trust me we’re getting somewhere I’m checking you in 'til you get sober And pick back up on your better step Light you up I’d be in heaven I went where you said you’d be And you’re nowhere to be found And I just can’t bear it La de de da la la la la da In the middle of nowhere Middle of nowhere Doing a whole lot of nothing mother In the middle of nowhere Middle of nowhere Doing a whole bunch of not much baby In the middle of nowhere Middle of nowhere Just close your eyes 'til you know it’s over And trust me we’re getting somewhere I’m checking you in til you get sober And pick back up on your promises I’m trading in these rocks for pebbles And the ashes for stepping stones Just stop this ride on the carousel In the middle of nowhere Middle of nowhere Doing a whole lot of not nothing baby In the middle of nowhere Middle of nowhere Doing a whole bunch of not much mother Just close your eyes 'til you know it’s over And trust me we’re getting somewhere I’m checking you in til you get sober And pick back up on your better step In the middle of nowhere

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released April 29, 2022

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M. Shays Madison, Wisconsin

Indie pop/folk/rock singer-songstress

Based in Madison, Wisconsin

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